You can always start again. Clean out your social media. Create a new account for your new taste in music. Study or work in a new city. Start socialising with new people. Choose a new signature scent and style and purge the outdated parts of yourself. If you don’t like where you’re at, but you don’t know what to do about it - try starting again.
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when people say my name im like. cant believe i exist
“You will always be fond of me. I represent to you all the sins you never had the courage to commit.”— Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray